我错了。。。

想了两天，我发现问题不在于你
而是我。。。。
常常说要看戏，没空和你聊天；
常常不带webcam，所以你看不到我；
是我先说原来一个人也不错；
是我说要一起努力，要和你多聊天；
可又是我常不呆在电脑前。。。。

可是。。。

是这些问题吗？
我越想越模糊了，越来越不肯定了
我们到底怎么了？
我不知要怎么办啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
很烦啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Korea

i must go Korea
i must complete the actions below before i come back to Malaysia:

1. play in theme park
2. watch movie in their cinema
3. sing K
4. try the traditional food in the traditional restaurant
5. visit the traditional building
6. visit King Palace
7. wear traditional dress
8. go shopping
9. take big head photo

nothing to write

my brain is blank....
dont know what to write...
so write nothing.....

after the competiton of the chinese orchestra,
my life become so free,
no goal, no money.

suddenly, i got an idea...
maybe i can develope my chinese orchestra life
to be a Zhong Ruan performer or teacher.......
solo on the stage, growing up some great performer
wow, may this dream come true????

i dont know, but i know if i start trying now, and keep going...
i may reach my goal one day
gambateh neh!!
peihoon
when u say u can, u can